The Doctor ‘was’ In

The Doctor ‘was’ In

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When You Left…

Hey wordpressers,

            Couple of years ago, leaving was mutual. I remembered being on the couch with my past and we decided that it was time to move on. Looking at the clock ticked away, I watched the hand move. It was not even 7 yet. However, we knew it was time to say goodbye. The very thing I remembered, in which I actually wrote a poem about few years later, was sitting on the couch with my past. Then, he stood up, got his backpack, ready to leave. I stood up and hugged him. The very last one I can get from him, and then I let go.

Watched him descend from the stair steps. I remembered holding on to myself that time. I sobbed and cried alone on the couch. It was my first heartbreak. My first official end of a relationship. Listening to him put on his shoes ready to leave my house; it was like the scratching of nails on a chalkboard. It was dreadful.

On what was on my mind during the event, I do not remember. It was like I did not think of anything but focused on my heartbreak, and the end of my relationship. It was very difficult.

The pros of leaving was letting go of an unhealthy relationship. Breaking free of the “clinginess” I brought myself into. Lastly, it made me closer to God and my family. The cons… well the cons were the flashbacks I am dealing with currently.

Even now three years later, my mind still remembers and contemplates. This is something I am going to admit and only to you my readers, maybe… just maybe… I am not over him. However, I have moved on. I have accepted that… that was the end of the relationship. But every day he is on my mind, and sometimes he has cameo appearances in my dreams.

He left my life, but my mind has clung to him. No matter how hard I try to push those memories aside and erase him from my daily thoughts, he still shows up, and I do not know when this will stop. I tried. I still am trying…

This is jasminedelacerna, signing off ❤

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A Word Away

Hey wordpressers,

Our writings define who we are. These written words are not just letters composed turning into words leading to sentences, these are the very letters that our minds manufactured to show people that our thoughts just does not come and goes in a split second in our minds, that our thoughts can make a difference in the lives of the species that are so called humans.

Images crossing our minds, written and spoken, whether it may make a small or huge difference in the hearts of humanity, they are worth a thousand spoken words. Lives of people are touched by poets, authors, and writers, like you and me, because at some point we all connect and understood each other. Quotations understood what we are going through, and they scream our deepest thoughts. Simple words are gathered together to let all of us know, that we are understood.

Words reassure our hearts that we are not alone in this journey. Writers spill their hearts out to express, but little do they know that people around the world relates to them, creating this societal bond. We may not see eye to eye, but those written words are printed and passed without boundaries. The next time you write, open you heart and let those words of yours shine through the lives of people. Remember: You are only a word a way on making a difference in this world.

This is jasminedelacerna, signing off ❤